Love Me

I am a very ordinary lad who still admires that pair of old faded jeans. I love to plant a tree or pull weeds or just get some mud over my hands. Love to walk out and drench in summer rain drizzle with my hands stretched out and chin up to thundering sky. I don’t worry about grass stains while sitting on the lawn admiring panoramic sky. Love experiencing grandeur of sunsets. So it makes a perfect sense that I fear human imsticts, revere nature and love animals especially canines and horses. I change what I can and leave what I can’t. I often look back to my and never care about other’s past. I often tend to slow down to enjoy present and I really don’t worry about the future because the moment I fret about it, it comes to me with the very next moment. I prefer not to fly solo but god-powered… hmmm… I am a spiritual being in a physical body. I am someone who would never put myself last. If there’s need I prefer to depend on miracles than just believing in them! You would certainly like to voice some reservations about me… but know that I would love to listen to your good reservations about me and don’t care about the bad ones. I hope you gladly ignore the craziness of the playful child inside me who is ready to bug you to the tears. Temper sits on my nose but following peaceful nature of my friends, I have learnt to give my anger a constructive outlet… into sketches and labyrinth of words. In last few years, I tamed my mind to forgive myself for being lazy and wrong at times. The best thing about me is that I know when to say ‘No’ and respect the wishes of others when they say ‘No’. I really love and respect my mum, dad, bro and chocolates beyond one can imagine (Most of us do and those who don’t please stop reading my profile and be somewhere else!).I often look back to my and never care about other’s past. I often tend to slow down to enjoy present and I really don’t worry about the future because the moment I fret about it, it comes to me with the very next moment. I prefer not to fly solo but god-powered… hmmm… I am a spiritual being in a physical body. I am someone who would never put myself last. If there’s need I prefer to depend on miracles than just believing in them!You would certainly like to voice some reservations about me… but know that I would love to listen to your good reservations about me and don’t care about the bad ones. I hope you gladly ignore the craziness of the playful child inside me who is ready to bug you to the tears. Temper sits on my nose but following peaceful nature of my friends, I have learnt to give my anger a constructive outlet… into sketches and labyrinth of words. In last few years, I tamed my mind to forgive myself for being lazy and wrong at times.

The best thing about me is that I know when to say ‘No’ and respect the wishes of others when they say ‘No’. I really love and respect my mum, dad, bro and chocolates beyond one can imagine (Most of us do and those who don’t please stop reading my profile and be somewhere else!).

I often hide my feelings, for they hardly defeat my intelligence. But I exude plenty of french romantics that course my veins. Your assumption that I am your "friend" shall not mislead you to believe that even I feel the same. Love to have my space and if you are a stranger or acquaintance then make sure that your intervention shall arouse an interest that merits your excuse of doing so...

Sometimes jealous, pragmatic, greedy and sexed(heat of my ignited breath would make you melt in my arms)… I have no remorse that I have philandered a lot. But I really appreciate love(One shall appreciate Rare and best things!). May cry (silently though) if need be. See in me a normal, simple guy..

We join spokes together in a wheel
but it is the center hole
that makes the wagon move.

We shape clay into a pot,
but it is the emptiness inside
that holds whatever we want.

We hammer wood for a house,
but it is the inner space
that makes it livable.

We work with being,
but non-being is what we use...

In my life i never tried to impress someone for them to like me, because the moment I do that I will have to carry that image for the rest of my life and it's hard to pretend to be somebody else..I may not be that close to perfection like other people do,but WHO CARES?It's not them whom i live for anyway.What matters is that i know myself and i know how i look like inside out and i know my worth...this is ME. As what some wise man (that was me!) had said... If you can't handle me at my worst,then you don't deserve me at my BEST!

I am sweet, lovable, innocent, sometimes away from worldly wisdom when I am being myself... a kid that you would say..

BUT

At times, I may be greedy, jealous, liar, dishonest and sexed... Warmth of my breath would make you melt and seduce you.. And you would give yourself away to my flawed perfection...
In a weak moment, you fall prey(Suppose!) then remember that sex with a stranger doesn't have to be a cold and secondary thing.. even if it's one night, you shall give your best..

To make love to a stranger is the best.
There is no riddle and there is no test,

To lie and love, not aching to make sense,
Of this night in the mesh of reference.

To touch, unclaimed by fear of imminent day,
And understand, as only strangers may.

To feel the beat of foreign heart to heart,
Preferring neither to prolong nor part.

To rest within the unknown arms and know,
That this is all there is; that this is so.

Though Love is the best thing to do.. No debates! Hate is just not my statement as I may dislike anything but can't hate it because life is far too short to hate something or someone and deny yourself love.

Myths divulge that once in an unknown passage of time Greek Gods got bored and invented human...

They were still restless so they created love... Their myriad perspectives and their celestial imaginaton made love omnipotent and polymorphic... Making it so strong that it brings out the best in you... Best mother, best father, best lover, best dancer(if you love dancing)... so on and so forth. It will overpower your intellect to make you see an Adonis in simple man or the Venus in an ordinary woman...

There are several magical, mysterious and aureating incarnations of love.. Unfortunately, I am one of them. I am the feast of love that would tempt you, tantalise your senses but most of you would like to take a big bite.. big enough to fill your hungry mouth and move on.. won't you?

I listen intent to the voice of wind,
And I come to a heaven that's waiting there within..